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2004-10-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

pipiipaapiip0oo`z

tititatii t0o`

JUS ONE MORE DAE!

k 0 n i c h i w a~

i'm SOWIEE!!~
s0wiiee furr e late update ++

diin update furr nearly 2 MTH!!~
oppss. i tiink i haviin a lazy m0oodd`
will try t0 updat every nw n den.
realwee!!~ beliebee miiee`x
l0ls. i'm jus crappiin`x

well`x tml iish mua happiiness n freed0m`
last paperr of e yr`x w0otts. wiif l0ts of fun cumin t0 miie`x
tml i'm g0iin out wiif mua sch fren.
n tml iish hist0ry paper lers w0rs.`
ermss. guess later i wld be staryiin hard furr it.
RETAINATION~ i'm w0rriie. haiiss. nvm. i oready
try mua best lers. l0ls. ne ne niipoopoo`x

let mie update .

status ` single
lurfe ` n0one
frens ` swiitss

i tiink i hab t0 st0p heres. buebue.
miish eu. lurfe eu guys`x l0lss`x
n rmb t0 takkairee kayss`x

limited of mie`x

signed off/ aistarss

2004-08-14T10:20:00.000+08:00

10.20am

w0ken up by mua br0`
siians.
n0 one iish at hm nw.
except. miee`
haiis. my 2nd acc. iin frenster
iiish d0ne.
gurl_aini@hotmail.com
ha0 lers. gtg.
buebue.

i dun wiish t0 be eu.
but i jus h0pe t0 be eu

2004-08-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

10.30pm
4th tiime bl0giin.
l0ts of ppl changiin.
mua gan di, manfred changed.
br0s sistas iin mall changed.
br0s all g0 d0 smth badd.
haiis. diisap0iinted*
sadd` i hate e present.
i lky e past.
can't i changed e present
n be back t0 e past?
buebue.

2004-08-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

9.40pm

wadd iish lurfe?
lurfe iish when b0y mit gurl,
gurl mits b0i.
n fall iin lurfe.

wadd iish hate.
hate iish when b0y breaks gurls harts,
gurl breaks b0ii harts.
n sh0 began t0 hate each other.

sh0 why sh0uld we hab lurfe
when its ends up wiif a hate?

wulia0ss`
lurfe iish jus a miracle.

2004-08-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

9.11pm
m0odd swiinggiin!!~
3rd tiime bl0giin fer t0daee.
m0od nt gd.
swiingiin.
y?
i osh0 dunn0e.
haiis.
i'm a bitch.
i hattee lifee.
i lurfe myself.
tiink i'm craziiee.
sh0 n0 niid t0 read or care my bl0g.
iish jus wastiin eu guys tiime.
n0 m0od.
buebue.

gurl m0od swiinggiin!!!
st0p n0nsenseeess!!!!!!!

2004-08-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

4.50pm
went c0mpass.
wif eunice, jas0n &
2 jeraldss.
hees. went dere slack.
den peii jas0n g0 hm
c0sy he wanna change.
den mie eunice n him
went t0 mit jaralds at rivervale mall.
at dere, we 3 sc0ld e biig jerald.
damn dulans n0rhs.
dun wiish t0 sae.
erms. den went hm.
c0sy nth t0 d0.
buebue.
takkaiiiree
aii nii`

dun saee eu lurfe mie
eu dun even n0e miee
attitudee g0iin on

2004-08-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

hiyyees`

1.15pm
jus came backkiie frm sch.
mo0d din g0 gd t0dae.
dunn0ee y?
anywae. t0dae's mua siista,
wendy b'dae n0rhs. hees.
happiee b'dae!!~
hmms. dunn0e later gt g0 0utt mahs l0rs.
haiis. m0od n0 gd. g0 0utt osh0 sadd?
haas. later den bl0g bahs.
buebue.
takkaaiire.
miish eu.

i knew i lurfe eu bef0re i met eu.
we d0esn't knew we lurfe him/her
bef0re we met him/her.
sh0 its a lie.
but i jus lky e lie.
at least i dun hab t0 face realityy!
-b0y girl glaziin at e stars-

2004-08-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

jus came backkiie frm c0mpass.
tiish few daes din update.
s0rriie. c0sy n0 tiime.
hees`. owaes wiif l0ng l0st br0s.
haas. l0ng l0st br0s?
jas0n aka xiia0 l0ng nuu. haas.
den stiil gt his fren. dey b0th iish
ex ave 3 dex mahs. =) hees.
den went c0mpass slack.
2 days all gt daiji.
a gurl kana slap by miie ytd.
aiiy0ss. i dun wanna slap dex.
ish e gurl f0rce miie dex.
hmms. siians. nth t0 d0 nw.
gtg.
buebue.
takkaiire.
miish eu.
lurfe eu.
aii nii`
1314 3344!!~
forevaaa`
wu liia0ss.~

e..n..d..ii..n..g

2004-08-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

hiiyeess` !

t0daee's happeniings - 3.54pm

m0rniing was outt t0 p.s
wiif mammiie.
went t0 sh0p.
b0ught a jacket n a shiirt.
den went t0 cystal jade t0 makan.
jus came hm.
laterr takiin daddy's car t0 bed0k.
maybe g0iin fer an0ther haiircut.
n dye mua haiir. haas. =)
i wanna dye pure g0ld n0rhs.
highlight onliss. =x
hees. g0nna g0.
daddy's waiitiing~
buebaii`
aii`
nii`
takkaaiiree`
later c0ntiinue?`
yeas.
miish eu.

e..n..d..i..n..g
m0ooo` aiii nii
piinnkksss`!!!

2004-08-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

ytd diin updatee~!!
n0 tiimeee n0rhhs`

y t d happeniinggss~!!

wentt malaysiia ytd.
wiif mammiiee.
buy l0tss of thiings.
b0ught skiirtss, shiirtss..
l0tsaa m0rree. hees.

btw. zhang zhi cheng s0ngs v.niicee~
wee.0ooo. esp. e wei ri zhi lian.
niicee!!! haas. erms. dat's all fer ytdd..

t0daee happeniings!~

t0daees? siianss.
nv g0 0utt nerhss.
c0syy i dun wanna g0 mall.
haas. hmms. guaii*
mua k0rrs b'daee cumiinn.
10 aug. gt cake eatt. =)
lalaa. my b'daee cumiin t0o.
30 aug. haas. tiink i g0iin t0 get a mp3
fer my presentss. yeass~!!
laterr g0iin t0 muaa mammiie
w0rkplaccee. at riivervalee plazaa.

nth t0 saee n bl0gg lerrs`
gtg.
bueeebaii`
aii nii`
miishh euu`
eu eu eu.
haas.
lurffeee``

e..n..d..i..n..g.
m0o` lurrfee `
aii` piinkkksss`

2004-08-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

happiiee`
happiiee`

hiiyees` haas. i siia0s lia0ss.
t0dae m0rniing i g0 sch l0rs.
but 1/2 dae niaas. hees. fun.
den after sch ar0und 10+ I g0 hm.
den after dat bath lers. den went t0 sjc
mit s0k cheng dey all.
den g0 heartland.
hees. den gt 1 gurl, s0k cheng fren
gt manii manii $$ . i ask her buy a necklace
$13.80 den she buy sia. haas. gd rites?
n0 niid pay $$ sias miee. s0mem0ree
e necklace iish star dex. happieee.

den after dat, e gurl treat us eat pizza.
eat fiinsh den g0 mall l0rs.
fiind br0ss n sistas. haas.
den mie n randy c0mpany
his steadd n fren g0 t0 bugis.
hees. g0 dere den mit manfred.
haas. at 1st v.siianss dex.
but v.v.v.happiee.
c0syy i saw hiim at dere.
v.happiee l0rs. after c hiim.
den nt siians lers.
v.energetiic.
hees. saw manii ppl dere.
hmms. after dat went p.s l0rs.
g0 dere walk walk.
den i b0ught a wallet fer $16.90.

den after dat went mall agaiin.
tiired* tiired*
saw baba k0rs k0rs dere.
haas. he sae l0ng tiime nv c miie.
hees. ya l0rs. l0ng tiime nv c lers.
den shawn dey all all at dere.
dey g0iin m.s chi0ng i tiink?
dey t0n t0niitee bahs.
sh0o tired siias mie.
nw den cum backiie hm.
haiiss. damn tiiredd! but happiiee.

wahs. i bl0g sh0 l0ng t0dae.
hmms. ha0 lers.
gtg.
buebue.
takkaiire.
miish eu + lurfe eu.

e n d i n g

2004-08-04T08:58:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

m0rning_

nw iin sch dex c0m lab l0rs.
updatiin tiish.
haviin physics less0n.
siians. =x erms. i wiil make tiish sh0rt.
c0sy nth t0 bl0g. later g0 hm den bl0g bahs.
lame + wulia0x entry rites?
haas. onlis here t0 waste y0r tiime readiin.
gtg. buebue.
takkaiire.
lurfe + miish eu.

2004-08-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

2 daes didn't bl0g lers.
n0 tiime n lazy.
haas. anywae nth realis happen.
t0dae sch was fiine.
d0iin pr0ject jus nw after sch l0rs.
after pr0ject den went cp.
wif chay, alicia n wendy.
went dere sh0p.
my $15 g0nee.
haas. dunn0 hw i spent.
i b0ught a letter pad,
sticker. and a anklet +
went t0 captain c0ok eat.
and tiish iish hw $15 g0ne.
actually wanna buy e jay's album
but tml den outt. haiis.
haas. nvm. aniwae, on my wae in bus
t0 c0mpass, i saw hiim. walkiin all e wae.
wiink* happiie after seeiin him.
ferget b0ut everythin bahs. lalala~
erms. that's all bahs. i tiink i didn't realis
hab anything else t0 sae. xcept gd nites t0 all.
nitees` gtg.
buebue.
lurfe eu + miish eu.
takkaiire.

e n d i n g

2004-07-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

jus came hm.
t0dae aftern0on c0mpany mua mumiie g0 w0rk
tiil nw l0rs. nth t0 bl0g lers. *tired*
gtg. buebue.
takkaiire.
miish eu + lurfe eu.
e n d i n g

2004-07-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

t0dae sch okays l0rs.
den nv d0 pr0ject t0dae
c0sy stan n kiiat nt free.
erms. went tm wiif mummie.
den on e wae iin cab,
saw hiim. haas. =)
hmms. nth t0 sae lers.
gtg. buebue.
takkaiire.
lurfe + miish eu.

e n d i n g

2004-07-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

*hiiyees__

t0dae gt 2 tests iin sch.
siians. but lucky i gt learn ytd.
h0pes can pass l0rs. haas.

den after sch lers. g0 hm change lers.
den g0 miit stan kiiat n chayy fer
hiist0ry pr0ject l0rs.

we went p0pular ch0ose cheap cheap
material. haas. we gt budget wan w0rs.
haas. =) den we went captaiin c0ok d0.
sh0 funnie at dere. nv buy thiing at 1st
den siit d0wn dere d0. haas.
makee al0tt of n0iise n was laughiin all e wae.
e 2 gays kp t0kiin j0kees n lame thiings.
den iish lky we 4 siia0s siia0 dex l0rs.
all of us d0 smth l0rs.
n manage t0 fiinish s0me l0rs.
quite gd lers. hees. =)
g0nna c0ntiiues d0iin tml n0rhs.
iish quiir fun bahs wiif em.
c0sy gt laughter n seri0us tiime.
lidat wun b0red mahs.
hees. hmms. bl0g tiil here lers.
gtg.
buebue.
takkaiire. miish eu + lurfe eu.
e n d i n g

2004-07-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

jus came acr0ss tiish st0ry.
iish sadd n niice w0rs.

As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "bestfriend".
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes
she had missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang.
On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
andthree bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and Idon't know why.Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said;
he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step!
I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it
. Thenshe said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and Idon't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up onstage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, Iwant her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and Idon't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girlis getting married now.
I watched her say "I do"and drive off to her new life,
married toanother man. I wanted her to be mine,
but shedidn`t see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
Shesaid "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

FuneralYears passed
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but hedoesn't notice me like that,
and I know it. I want to tell him,
I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too...
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love U..."

2004-07-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

aftern0onn__
*hiiyees`

t0dae sch iish fun.
haas. duriin hiist0ry,
sh0 funniie. gay partner
iin my gr0up l0rs. dey kp
makiin mie n chay laugh.
sh0 funniie.
gay partner?
stan n kiiat k0rs. l0ls.
dey damn gay one. haas.
but dey r a gd j0kerr.

hees. n tml g0iin t0 c0mpass
d0 e hiist0ry pr0ject wiif gayss.
haas. dunn0 can fiinish an0rts.
c0sy we wiil plaee iinstead of d0 dex.
hees. erms. den t0dae i gt saw hiim l0rs.
few tiimes. haas. =) but c or nv c stiil e
same dex. haas. =) hmms.
jus nw after sch gt c0urse l0rs.
haas. e tr iish a ang m0h l0rs. slant eng
siias. haas. pr0. her name iish macd0nald.
haas. den miie kp di siia0 her. haas.
fun n0rhs. =)

tml gt tests. haiis. 2 tests s0mem0re.
later mus learn lers. =) guaii* wiinks*
bhb. haas. =x ha0 lers.
gtg.
miish eu + lurfe eu.
takkaiire.
e n d i n g.

2004-07-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

erms. t0dae a gd dae.
happiie l0rs. fer?
n0 reas0n. haas.
t0dae mrs k0h iin badd m0od agaiin.

maybe she's hafiin peri0d.
hees. hmms. t0dae iish my mummiie
b'dae w0rs. jus nw gt cake eatt.
nw she's g0iin outt wiif her frens lers.

hmms. st0p here lers.
miish eu. lurfe eu.
takkaiire.

e n d i n g

2004-07-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

erms. t0dae g0 sch as usual.
hmms. gt physics test n0rhs.
but i did learn. haas. =) hmms.
fun l0rs. nt b0riing xcept s0me
of e less0n. especiially mrs gan.
l0ud speakerr w0rs. t0k sh0 l0ud.
haas. * badd * erms. nth t0 sae lers.
gtg.
buebue.
takkaire.
miish eu + lurfe eu.

e n d i n g

2004-07-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

lala lala~ elm0 s0ng .

siians. erms. stayiin at hm t0dae.
* studiiee * haas. nv g0 mall lers.
c0sy mall v.siians. s0rrie br0s +
sistas dere. hees. hmms. ha0 lers.
nth t0 sae lers. buebue.
takkaire. lalala~ bl0g 0ff-
miish eu + lurfe eu.

e n d i n g

2004-07-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

backiiee agaiin__

jus chat wiif kiiat k0rs.
haas. sh0 l0ng nv chat
wif hiim lers. n he
n0es hu i lky lers.

he's stiil waiitng fer her l0rs.
sh0 chii qing rites.
h0pes dat gurl wiil be t0uch one dae.

kiiat k0rs__ k0rs. rmb t0 kp a secrets kaes? mua trust eu den wiil tel eu dex. =) haas. n mus jia y0uu w0rs. meii supp0rt eu tiil e end. takkaire. miish eu w0rs. k0rs k0rs wan shuii ars. b'cum guaii guaii kaes? mus gt que xiin quit lky miee w0rs. haas.

2004-07-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

* nities__

t0dae - fun.
hees. enj0y l0ts t0dae.

m0rning 11am jiu g0 0utt lers.
g0 0ut wif wendy, chay n alicia.
hees. g0 bugiis l0rs. b0ught manii
things ~ letter padd - sh0 cuties.
den stiil gt stiickers. haas.
cutiies. den stiil al0t. hees.
haas. e best iish nt jus tiish. we
hab l0ts of fun t0gether.
at mrt dere,
we xchange all our secrets.
hees. n all of us knew
hu each other lky lers.
hees. sh0 fun n0rhs.

after dat, miie went t0
h.mall miit my mummiee.
den g0 dere lers.
saw pui ben dey all.
wiif em awhile l0rs den g0 lers.
den miie n mua mummie n
her frens went k0van t0 sh0p.
mummie b0ught a skiirt fer mie.
c0st $35. osh0 b0ught a
liitle twiin stars file n al0t
of things. haas. sh0 tired t0dae.
but mua iish happiee.
c0sy gaiin mani things t0daes.

erms. t0dae miish hiim l0tsa. c0s
nv get t0 c hiim. haas. =) aniiwes.
e dreamb0ii iish owaes dreamb0ii.
haas. i crassy lers. dun even understand
wadd i saeing. haas. =)
m e s s a g e __
t0 wendy , chay n alicia __ hees. c i sh0 gd t0 leave eu all a message. haas. haf l0ts of fun t0dae sias. aniwaes. wun tel our secrets outt dex. siistas rules~ hees. =) takkaiire. miish eu all. m0nkeyy . la0 su . zhu . bear bear .

2004-07-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

its meaniingful w0rs ~

Never say I love you,
if you don't really care.
Don't talk about feelings,
if they arent really there.
Don't touch a life
when you mean to break a heart
Don't say you are going to
when you don't plan to start
Don't look me in the eye
when all you do is lie
Don't say hello
if you reali mean goodbye

m e s s a g e ! __ *
t0 e one n onlis eu : th0ugh i knew eu oready hab y0r own lurfe, but i still ch0ose t0 lurfe eu. n0 matter wadd i'll stiil lurfe eu. takkaire. n eu rawks mua liife. =)

2004-07-23T16:18:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

t0dae sch fiine l0rs.
haas. c0syy...
hees. hmms. den
after sch went rivervale mall
wiif wendy n ade.

maybe later g0iin outt l0rs.
c l0rs. maybe wiif eunice bahs.

gtg. buebue.
takkaire.

e n d i n g

2004-07-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

aftern0on__

t0dae iish mua first dae of quiting.

jus cam backiie hm frm sch.
sch d0 nt sarks t0 mie anim0re.
i jus lurfe tiish kiind of life.
haas.

sh0 l0ng did nt haf a real lurfe feelings.
tiinkk it's iish backiie.
i simply lurfe tiish feelings l0ts.
i'm williing t0 jus hab
tiish feelings owaes.
e onlis hiim n him

i lurfe mua sch sista t0o.
hab a great tiime wiif em.
haas. l0ts of fun.
n mua pass my hiist0ry
n eng tests! haas. sh0
happiee. haas. =) mua dun
wanna fail agaiin l0rs.
iif nt end up retaiinin. hees.

erms. update later bahs.
gtg.
buebue.
lurfe mua dreamb0ii n miish hiim.
hees. takkaiire all.
e n d i i n g

2004-07-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

g0nna add smth.
haas.
i decided t0 quit smk!
b'c0sy of mua sch sista.
happie t0 be wiif em v.cl0se backiee agaiin.

hees. decided t0 b'cum sensible.
yeas.

2004-07-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

miie iish backiie frm camp.
haas. camp iish fun but v.tired.
n manii insects all ar0und iin e campsite.
hmms. n0 tv dere den iish lky iin jail.
but realis hab fun n0rhs. haas.
sh0 tired. i zZz fer 2 hr den 3+
g0 c0mpass miit mua br0s n sis l0rs.
haas. den g0 mall l0iter n smk.
den after dat g0 hm l0rs. c0sy nth t0 d0 mahs.

mua iish haviin a special feeliings t0wards eu.
hu iish eu? erms. haas. i jus wanna siilent lurfe.
iish betta bahs. hees. i dun wanna hab ani m0re bgr lers bahs.
jus silent lurfe wiif e guy. lalala~ =) haas.
erms.
gtg.
buebue.
t0 eu : erms. jus wanna sae i lurfe eu n miish eu. wun let eu n0es hu eu.
haas. lame. takaairre l0ts.

t0 mua br0s n sista: erms. takkaire w0rs. miish eu all. haas.

e n d i i n g

2004-07-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

niites__

hiiyees`

jus fiinsh packiin camp things.
pack earlier sh0 tml can g0 0ut n plae.
haas. e t0opiid camp mus briin
sh0 manii things. i can't carry iit.
sh0 heavy! haiis. =x

t0dae i c0mpany mua mummie t0
sgh c0sy she's takiin her xams dere.
takiing her mediical exams l0rs. haas.
she passed. haas.

den we went chiinat0wn n sh0p.
sh0p fer mua camp thiings.
i br0ught a 0p sh0rts whiich c0st
$39. den after dat sh0p lers den g0 hm.

hmms. mua end here lers.
buebue. takkaire.
miish eu + lurfe eu.

e n d i i n g

2004-07-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

nites__

t0daee iish fridae lers. n tml iish sat - n0 sch.
sun - n0 sch t0o.
m0n- i'm g0iin camp.
tues- stiil at camp.
wed- h0me frm camp.
haas. dat's means n0 sch fer
5 daes! haas. great!

hmms. jus nw g0 buy camp thiings
wiif mua mummiee. haas. e camp
damn ma fan one. haf t0 buy manii
thiings. e w0rst thiing iish g0nna carry
damn damn l0ts of thiings.
hw am ii g0iin t0 carry?
haiis. hmms. i'm sure e camp wiil be
c0ol wif all my frens. erms.
but i osh0 g0nna miish mua outside br0
n sis al0ts. i h0pe dey wiil takkaire
of emself n nth g0nna happen.

ha0 lers. gtg. buebue
takkire. miish eu + lurfe eu
e n d i i n g

2004-07-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

afttern0oon__

hiiyees` ~

i'm backiie frm sch. =)
t0dae mua f0rm tr iin bad m0od
maybe her's peri0d nw cumiin.
spent 1/2 hr sc0ldiin us.
jus b'c0sy alm0st wh0le cls didn attend
a toopiid c0urse. =x

erms. t0dae we hab hiist0ry test l0rs.
n tiish iish e 1st tiime i d0 e
test n wr0te quite l0ng. haas.
miiraclee* c0sy usually i will
hand iin blank or write one
sentence ans den hand iin lers.
i g0nna bee guaii lers. c0sy
i wanna pass my xams. =)

t0dae iin sch v.siians n0rhs.
hees. after sch kanna f0rce t0 g0 c0mpass
by eunice. haas. =) g0 dere awhile l0rs.
v.siians dex. haas. later i'm
g0iin t0 d0 mua hw n learn my
a.maths test fer tml. =)

erms. gtg. buebue.
takkaire. miish eu _ lurfe eu.

e n d i i n g

2004-07-15T06:35:00.000+08:00

m0rniing__

early iin da m0rniing.

jus fiinish prepariing fer sch.

nw waiiting fer euniice t0 cum

my hse miit mie den g0 sch t0gether l0rs.

haas. =) sh0 cum here bl0g bef0re g0iin.
erms. i guess she's outside nw. sh0 gtg.
when i'm bakciie frm sch den bl0g bahs.

buebue. takkairee. miish miie w0rs.

e n d i i n g

2004-07-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

niites__

hiiyees`

i'm backiie agaiin.
haas. jus nw g0 mall l0rs.
ar0und 7pm den g0 l0rs.
g0 tiil nw jus came backiie.

g0 dere miit s0k cheng n liin miin.
saw manii ppl.
heard daniiel n valeriia meii break lers.
haiis. dunn0 y lars.
but i dun realis wanna n0es.
haas. =) i jus h0pe dey b0th happie.
c0sy one iish my meii n e other iish my br0ther.

hmms. jus nw g0 mall sh0p
fer my camp thiings l0rs.
n jus nw smth happen t0 s0k cheng
and allan but okays lers.
mus xiie xiie miie. haas.
i g0 learn mua hiist0ry test lers.
buebue. leaviing msg..

s0k cheng meii + allan dii __ dun quarrel lers h0rs. mus en en aii aii leiis. jiie wanna c eu 2 t0gether tiil e end. kaes? =)

e n d i i n g.
takkairee all. miish eu + lurfe eu.

2004-07-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

afterrn0oon__

jus came backiie frm c0mpass.
g0 dere awhile onlis n0rhs.

t0dae fer sch iish quite okays.
onlis iish 2 b0riing when less0n.

sh0 funniee. t0dae iin chemiistry,
gt sudden tests. sh0 farks.
btu wh0le cls iish all l0okiin at bk
n c0py l0rs. den when an0ther tr relieve us
c0sy e chem tr gt smth on den we stat t0 make n0ise
n walk ar0und t0 c0py e sudden tests. haas.
n0 diispliine. =)

nw at hm l0rs. d0iin nth. siians.
gtg.
e n d i i n g.
buebue.
miish eu + takaiire.

2004-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

an0ther niice s0ng.

-girl in y0r dreams-

I was walking down the street one day
Then I saw you I didn't know what to say
You're eyes were shining
You're smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

One day you came and talked to me
And you said we are meant to be
I was happy, everything was so nice
But then I found out that everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

How could you do this to me
You said we are meant to be
You showed me how to cry
When you told me everything was a lie

Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

e n d i i n g

2004-07-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

lisstenniin~ e dae u went awae.

a nice s0ng. g0nna share wiif eu all. =)

artist - m2m

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine

In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

e n d i i n g

it's niice w0rs. =)

2004-07-13T15:07:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

few daes siince i update.
y?
kiinda lazy.
+ n0 tiime.

hmms. tiish few daes iish fun n0rhs.
owaes outt at tiimes.
haviin fun.
t0kiin.
plaeiin.

change mua msn niick lers.
t0?
* i'mjusagurl___ - liiviin iin my own style , i'm nt perfect - ° `aii-stars- °

niice? haas.
hmms. mie's g0in t0 lurfe myself till i met e one n onli riite one.
nw i'm jus g0nna c0ncentrate on my studies +
beiing m0re sensible.

haiis. g0iin camp next m0n. g0nna be awae fer 3 daes.
siians. haiis. i'm iin e same gr0up as serena. haas.
happiee. but dunn0 iif she's g0iin or nt g0iin.

but anywae e campiin lky v.sarks lidat leiis. haiis.
daes camp means n0 smkiin fer 3 daes. ke liians.
unless i can sneak t0 smk. =) erms. i g0nna miish manii ppl when g0iin camp. haas. osh0 mus miish mie w0rs. =)

e n d i i n g
gtg.
buebue.
lurfe eu.

2004-07-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

tiish iish meaningful.
iish t0uchiin n0rhs. iish in chinese. h0pes u all can c.

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

iish true n meaniingful. yeas?

2004-07-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

wahs. sh0 l0ng nv bl0g lers.
reas0n?
sch.
busy playiin n enj0yiin.
n0 tiime.
lazy!
haas. t0dae mua g0 c0mpass after sch n0rhs.
but later 6 or 7 pm g0in t0 g0 plae wiif b0i dey all. haas.
fun nerhs. plae e crazy surf. shi0k. =)
haas. g0nna update tml lers.
buebue. takkaiire. enj0yy.

2004-07-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

hiiyees. came t0 update ytd nite updates.

ytd after g0 s0k cheng hse plae den g0 mall wiif her l0rs.
at dere gt r0ger dey all. den we g0 eat lers, g0 plaza fiind em l0rs. mua n daniiel tiink iish fren backiie lers. we gt t0k ytd l0rs. hees. =) haas. i tiink can be br0s n sis wiif hiim v.gd n0rhs. haas.
dunn0 y kp tiinkiin b0ut e h0ly hiigh friendly jap b0ii i saw on bus leiis. haas. but mua dun lky hiim lars. jus tiinkiin onlis. haas. but dun tiink will hab e chance t0 c hiim agaiin bahs. c0sy i dunn0 hiim. alth0ugh eunice n0e hiim but mie osh0 wun g0 n n0e hiim dex. hees.
gtg. later g0iin mall l0rs.
buebue.

2004-07-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
nw at s0k cheng hse playiin c0m.
hees. jus nw at sch v.siians leiis.
i everydae g0 sch osh0 siians wan.
but tml sat lers. haas. g0nna waiit tiil tues den sch.
haas. sh0 happie. =) after sch g0 hm change cl0thes den mit eunice l0rs.
wahs. saw mani shuaii ge siias. realis v.niice t0 c w0rs. haas. c0sy mua at mua sch n0 shuaii ge. iif gt osh0 c fiinish lers. haas.
den after dat g0 miit s0k cheng dey all at cp l0rs. den b0i dey all osh0 at dere.
btw. i saw a shuaii ge frm h0ly in e bus when g0in cp l0rs. damn shuai leiis. den he osh0 gt saw gdbue t0 mie n eunice. c0sy euniice n0es hiim. haas. siians. hmms. nth t0 sae lers.
buebue. lurfe eu + miish eu.

2004-07-01T09:32:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
m0rniing.

nw at hm.
nv g0 sch.
c0sy v.tiired. haas.
siians. later g0iin t0 g0 miit allan dey all outside deir sch at 1.30pm l0rs. siians. w0nder iif later i saw my tr will hw huhs? haas. luckily my sch iish 2pm end. sh0 i tiink wun saw bahs.

buebue.

2004-06-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
i'm backiie agaiin.
haiis. nth t0 d0 mahs.
b0 lia0s l0rs.
erms. tiinkiin hu d0 i lky leiis.
lky n0 one leiis. i sh0 c0nfuse.
dunn0 lky hu leiis. haiis.
but nvm. sl0wly bahs.
haas.
buebue

2004-06-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
t0dae m0rniin euniice came my hse t0 mit mie.
den g0 mit j0nathan n allan l0rs.
i latee fer sch t0dae! haas. nvm.
hmms. i dun lky sch. v.siians.

after sch, euniice n su feii came my sch outside waiit fer mie. haas. sh0 gd.
den we went c0mpass fiind dey all. s0k cheng gt daiji ytd. den t0dae we all help her puay. den e ger sae s0rrie t0 her lers. hmms. siians.

mani things happen t0dae. euniice sadd den eat mani panad0ls. haiis.
hmms. den os0 nth t0 sae lia0s.
buebue.

2004-06-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

jus change mua bl0g s0ng. tiish s0ng niice?

t0dae went sch as usual. euniice nv mit mie c0sy nv g0 sch.
den at sch damn siians. nth fun happen in sch.

after a l0ng hrs fiinally after sch lers. sh0 happiee.
den g0 miit j0nathan, allan dey all. den g0 c0mpass fiind s0k cheng dey all.
den saw manfred dix. haas. siians. hmms. later tiink g0in heartland wiif my mummie l0rs. =) gtg.
buebue.

2004-06-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`

t0dae ish sch reopen n0rhs.
early in da m0rning eunice cum mit mie. c0sy h0ly ish near our sch lers. haas.
great~ den we mit j0nathan dey all l0rs.

t0dae iin sch v.sians. nth happen. i v.guaii. haas.
after sch mit allan, eunice , jonathan dey all g0 c0mpass.
g0 c0mpass mit sok cheng n lin min mahs. allan n s0k cheng stead lers. haas. ha0 en aii sia. =) mie wish u all en en aii aii + 1314 3344. haas.

t0dae v.fun. jus d0 fiinsh mua s0cial studies pr0ject. i saw allan nick sia. damn meaningful his nick : if one dae were to leave you x promise mie nv eva let mie go x hold mie tightly no matter wadd i sae. touchiin rites? meaningful. i lurfe e qu0tes l0ts.

gtg. buebue.

2004-06-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

hiiyees.
mua backiee wif updates.

t0dae m0rning. went siim lin spuare wiif my br0 n mua mummie. mua mummie wanna buy mp3 mahs. buy fiinsh den g0 c0mpass. c0sy i wanna buy pencil case fer sch.

went hm after dat.

den 4+ went t0 mall l0ts. mani ppl dere t0dae w0rs. mua baby papa osh0 dere n mani br0s, sis, gan ge,jie,di. den we g0 dere chat, sh0p den went hm lia0s.

tml g0iin t0 g0 sch lers. haiis. siians. dun feel lky g0iin backie sch. haiis.
mua fail e 1st semester. iif i nv chi0ng v. hard nw den i ain't g0in t0 sec4. haiis. mua realis n0 m0od studiie. i siimply dislky it! haiis.

but aniwae, h0ly inn0cent iish g0nna t0 be near our sch. haas. i can c n miit mua sista n br0s. sh0 happiee. =) iif onlis serang0on sec osh0 m0ve t0 here dat w0uld be great! haas. =)

bl0g tiil here.
buebue.
mish eu + lurfe eu.

2004-06-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
came t0 update.

went mall t0dae.
saw manii ppl.
c0sy dere t0dae gt celebriitiess g0iin.

went k0van after a whiile c0sy diia0 mall v.siians.
g0 dere t0ok ne0priints.
den sh0p den smk.
hmms. siians. tiinkiin of m0ndae g0 sch den siians 1/2 lers.
haben plae fiinsh dun feel lky g0iin backiie. haiis.

sh0p fiinsh lers. den g0 mall agaiin l0rs. saw manii br0s, sis, frens dere. chat chat at dere. den came hm lers.

hmms. everyone changes. includiin mie. haiis.
mua nt g0iin t0 hate hiim. but jus feel lky. i osh0 dunn0 hw sae.
mua ish defiinetly sure dun lky hiim lers. 100% + 3 yrs garrenty. mua nw onlis wanna lurfe myself. guys sarks. haas. =Pp bleahs. mie sarks osh0 n0rhs but i siimply lurfe myself. lalala~ mua hate g0iin sch + hate studies!!! i dun wanna g0 backiee sch. wanna st0p e tiime. haiis.
buebue. lurfe eu + miish eu.

2004-06-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
jus nw allan tell mie smth.
makes mie v.angry.
begiin t0 hatee hiim.
hu ish him?
mus u care. fark off lars.
ihatey0u. ihatey0u. ihatey0u!
guys sarks in mua liife.
n0 m0od t0 bl0g.
mie sarks.
mua g0nna st0p tiinkiin u r a gd n nice guy.

buebue.

2004-06-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
backiie wif mua updates.

erms. t0dae went mall l0rs. g0 dere lers den ah b0i suddenly lky g0ne crazy lidat. haiis. eat 20++ panad0ls. haiis. den mie , eunice n weii l0ng all sc0ld hiim. sh0 t0opiid rites t0 eat sh0 mani panad0ls? jus b'c0sy of a ger. even if u eat hw much panad0ls d0esn't mean e gurl wiil be backiee. if realis lidat, den every c0uples break tiime g0 eat den all die t0gether n patch lars. izzit?

we went t0 rivervale mall l0ok fer kayslyn dey all n0rhs. haiis. ah b0i realis lky crazy lidat. haiis. he v.san l0rs c0sy eat 20++ panad0l den kanna slash water by us. haiis. realis l0rs. ish a t0opiid thiings t0 d0 fer a gurl/guy wh0se hearts ish nt wiif u anym0re. tiink dat it w0uld be betta t0 let it g0 n nt tiink b0ut t0dae unhappie thiings but t0 tiink b0ut tml hw w0uld u be happiee. n0 p0iint tiinkiin n lettin y0urself hurt jus b'c0sy of a gurl/guy. i used t0 be t0opiid n chiildiish t0 cut mua hand b'c0sy of a guy. tiink nw i wun ever d0 dat lers. c0sy ish jus a t0opiid thiing! haiis. h0pes ah b0i will be fiine n jiiang qiiang dex face tml. c0sy all of us wanna c ish past dex b0i nt nw dex. haiis. mie 0ready sc0ld n let hiim fan xing lers. e rest ish up t0 him lers. hmms. ha0 lers. gtg. st0p here. buebue.
lurfee eu + miish eu. muackiees. take care.
leaviin msg.

x_ah_b0ii_x haiis. mua oready sae wadd i can sae. e rest up t0 u lers. u ch0ose e r0ad dat u wanna take but dun ever regret fer y0r ch0ice. mus jiian qiiang leiis. n0 matter wadd y0r still 0ur br0s n siista kaes. ha0 lers. mus take care w0rs. =) gt thiing can cum fiind mie l0rs c0sy i a great c0unsell0r t0 ya rites? haas. =) u ferget u r black black heart dare devil ars. haas. black black heart rawkss mua liife! =)

2004-06-22T10:34:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
came t0 update lers.

t0dae mua went out wif mua mummie.
nth interestiin happen t0dae.

mua baby papa cumiin backiie t0daee.
w0nder he gt buy ani present fer mie?
haas. =x
mua end here lers bahs. gtg. miish eu + lurfe eu.
aii sii nii men lers. buebue. =) takkaire.

oops. i ferg0t smth. sh0 hab t0 came backkiee t0 bl0g.
erms. i wanna sae s0rriee t0 mua k0rs aka weii l0ng. haiis.
s0rrie w0rs, dat dae i was t0o rush.
den ytd ah b0i tell mie smth den i realised my mistake.
he t0ld mie dat dat tiime when mie n hiim break. u b'c0sy of tiish quareel wiif him n he's y0r v.gd fren. haiis. miie iish nt a gd meiis l0rs. haiis. ytd i sae s0rrie t0 u lers. but mie tiink ish nt enuff dex. haiis. i n0es u oready ferigb mie but.. haiis. realis s0rrie w0rs. i was t0o chiildiish lers. mua g0in t0 gr0w up. haas. =) takkaire kaes.

2004-06-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

jus wakee up.
happie t0 c gt new testi w0rs.
haas. frm mua jie aka gina. =)
n0es her thru baby papa dex.

hmms. sh0 early nw.
g0iin outt later l0rs.
erms. bbl t0 c0ntiinue bahs.
gtg. bue. =)
lurfe eu. mish eu.

hiiyees`
mUaa iish backiee wiif new updates.
jus nw g0 mall l0rs.
t0dae manii ppl at dere.
haas. hab fun l0rs.
=) miie saw hiim t0dae n realised dat mie n0 l0nger feel fer hiim lers.
jus wanna be frens wiif him bahs.
haas. n searchiin n waiitin fer mua MR RIGHT.
hees. =D t0daee quiite fun lars.
chatt wiif frens n br0s n siista.
great~ lalalas~
hmms. miie g0nna st0p here lers. gtg.
buees. miish eu + lurfe eu. take care all. ya0o xiiang w0o leiis.

2004-06-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
t0daee suckss. =x
n0 keys t0 g0 outt.

hab t0 waiit tiil my mummie cum backiee.
siians?
of c0sy lars.
usiin c0m e wh0le dae l0rs.
y leiis?
n0b0dy iish at hm t0 snatch c0m frm mie. =)
haas. but ish a v.wu lia0s dae n0rhs.

haiis. mua mr right.. where u nw? haas. hmms. anywaes mr right shld sl0wly cum c0sy e bestt ish save fer e last. lalala~ erms. but siingle life simply rawks c0sy i'm simplee.
siingle?
rawks.
y?
freed0m + m0re frens.
happie?
yeas.
lurfe anione nw?
currently n0. searchiin~

hmms. ha0 lers. bl0g till here. gtg. buebue. aii sii nii men. lurfe eu + miish eu. =) muackiees.

2004-06-19T11:12:00.000+08:00

hiyees`
erms. t0dae mua iish guaii nuhaii leiis.
c0mpany mua mummie g0 bugis. hees.
g0tt a pmk shirts + a tee frm mua mummie fer beiin guaii nuhaii t0dae.
haas. happie nerhs. =)
sh0ppin fiinsh den g0 eat sakura w0rs. *yummiee* lalala~

t0dae mua baby papa g0in t0 malaysia lers. =)
wiil mish him dex. haas. =)
i ask papa mus buy thiings fer mie leiis but he sae he dunn0 gt briin $ dere mahs. haas. den sae if he rmb den buy. haas. bleahs. =Pp
hmms. tiink he m0ndae den backiee bahs.

hmms. bl0g tiil here lers. leavin msg fer mua papa.
take care all.
wiil i mish u all?
of c0sy. =)
lurfe u all?
0f c0sy t0o. aii sii nii men lers.
buebue.

`baby papa x papa. g0 malaysia nv briin mie g0? haas. nt gd one. j/k. mua papa rawks my life. haas. y0r e bestt! mama osh0 e best! haas. take care w0rs. rmb t0 buy thiings fer y0r nu er n mama leiis. mama n mie wiil mish eu dex. =) lalala~

2004-06-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

hiiyees`
gt miish miee? haas.

sh0 siians. t0dae mua 12+ g0 mall lers. wif allan, s0ot chiing, lin min, eunice, randy n zhen y0ng.

haiis. mie nw searchiin fer mua mr right. haas. hw will he l0k=ok lky nerhs? erms. when wiil he be dere? haas. *dae.dreammiin *
haas. sh0 siians dex. mua st0p here lers. take care all. =) lurfe eu.

2004-06-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

hiyees`
gt mish mie? haas.
haiis. sh0 l0ng nv bl0g lers.

t0dae miie went mall l0rs.
nt mani ppl dere but mie ish damn du lan w0rs.
all b'c0sy 0f a t0opid guy wif n0 guy dinity n he ish nt a guy! th0ugh he used t0 be my k0rs but nw mie n0 face t0 hab tish kind of k0rs lers bahs. haiis. feel s0rriie fer e ger wh0se ish e guy ex. haiis. mie g0nna hate e guy c0sy he sc0ld mie. knn.

hmms. let's nt t0k b0ut tish fuckiin things. sp0ilt mua m0od*
t0dae g0 mall saw mua papa (baby) n mama. papa v.gd sia. owaes gib mie cirgarette when mie saw hiim. haas. gd papa leiis. hees. mama ish papa stead. haas. dey v.en aii. mama v.chi0 n friendly n cute sias. haas.

erms. btw. tish few daes mie tiink al0t lers. mie nw hab given up on him. mie zh0ng yu miing baii lers. haas. g0nna st0p lovin him. n nw searchiin fer my mr right bahs. haas.

ha0 lers. gtg. buebue. take care all. mish u all. ya0o xiiang w0o leiis. haas.

2004-06-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

jus came backie.
currenttlyy in mua badd m0od + sadd.

haiis.
t0dae went t0 mall.
happie at 1st.
c0sy i saw him.
haas. realis damn damn happie t0 c him.
saw him dance ddr. it's damn c0ol. i mish his ddr steps al0t n0rhs. finally get t0 c again. sh0 stylin. haas. ha0 xiang ta. realis. haiis. but things ain't lky b4 when i used t0 c him play ddr but dat was when we steadd timee. n we were rather cl0se. nw i c0uld onlis c him plae in a dist awae. haiis. but quite happie lars. can c him can lia0s.

nw i g0nna t0k wadd things i'm sadd wif.
haiis. th0ugh i can c him. but ish c him playin wif an0ther gurl.
haiis. tink he n dat gurl ish quite c0mpatible dex n0rhs. haiis. e gurl ish sh0 sweett , quiett, n ish v.guaii. unlike mie, sh0 n0isy, bitchh n gt a tatt0o n ish e type dat guys dun lky. haiis. he realis cares fer tish gurl n tink dey will stead bahs. sh0uld i gib up? but realis she bu dex l0rs. hen aii ta. but dun hab e c0urage t0 lett him n0es. even if he knew dere wun still be chance fer him n mie backie again bahs? haiis. over ish over lers. haiis. w0uld i still waiit fer u? waiited fer 2 m0nths ++ lers. but ish n0 use bahs. jus wanna h0pes e gurl will cherish him n0rhs. haiis. mie wil jus c0ntinues t0 stand in a dist waiitin fer u.

haiis. nw g0nna t0k y i am du lan.
knn. gt 1 gurl cum make mua mei mei siax. sc0ld her mani mani. fuck off lars. send all th0se t0opid msg n kan her. u tink u wadd. mua mei mei nt feru t0 kan one. u sae wadd she c0ward. u wu ji cum find mie lars. knn. realis du lans.

haiis. s0metime realis feels lky g0in t0 end mua life. happie t0 c him but os0 sadd t0 c him. haiis. h0pes i will realis hab e c0urage t0 end my life quicklyy.

bl0g till here lers. buebue. take care all.

2004-06-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

hiyyees.
came t0 bl0g.
s0rrie ytd nv bl0g w0rs.

erms. t0dae m0rning cam online n0rhs.
mie gt a new papa lia0s. his name ish baby d0novan n0rhs.
papa v.gd one. haas. g0in t0 help him find a mama leiis. my papa ish a gurls killer sias. =)he v.yan da0o wan. haas. i wanna my mama be sweet sweet , kind kind, cute cute, chi0 chi0, trit mie n papa v.gd.
haas. papa sures will find da0 tish kind one. haas.
i will os0 help him find dex.

t0dae g0 0utt t0 bed0kk awhile den cum hm lers. nw online n0rhs.
nth muchie happen sias. sh0 nth t0 write. bl0g till here lers.
buebue. take care all.

x papa x haas. nu er leavin u a msg. hmms. faster find a mama fer mi lars. haas. dun owaes get int0 tr0uble os0. aiiy0os. ha0 lers. end here lers. take care w0rs.

2004-06-07T11:29:00.000+08:00

hiyyees.
jus camee backiee frm mall.
t0daee ish damn siians ones.
mall n0 muchhie ppl.
nt sh0 fun lky ytd.

zZz m0st of e timee in e daee.
wentt mall at 4+pm.
onlis gt mie, shirlene, jerald, weii l0ng , kayslyn n shawn nias.
we wss walkin here n dere at mall.
den g0 ferr sm0ke + chattiin.
hmms. maybe tml or tues, mie g0in t0 ave 3 visit mummiie. n c him t0o.
haiis. hmms. miee realis mish him al0tt. haiis. ha0 lers.
mie bl0gg till here.
gtg. bue bue. take cares. + mish eu all. aii sii nii men lers. =) huggies + muackiees.

2004-06-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

hiyees.
jus -p0m p0m- finish.

hees. g0in outt s0on lers. sh0 came bl0ggin 1st.
tish m0rning mie wake up early w0rs.
ar0und 10+ lidat. early rites?
hees. c0sy kanna wake up by minee sista. haas.
den came usin e c0m n0rhs.
sh0 sians.
mit shirlene at mall macd0nald at 1pm sh0 i betta g0 1st.
if nt i w0uld be damn latee. haas.
xc0ntinue bl0ggin when i came backie kaes?x
mish all of eu. take cares. buebues. muackiees
[huggies] =Pp

hiyees.
backiee t0 c0ntinuee.
v.tired dae nerhs but ish simplyy fun.
haas. firstly mie n shirlene went mall t0 c gt hu dere. den n0 muchie ppl c0syy all ish latee latee den cum ones. hees. after dat we went t0 serang0on dere find babbyy, yk, allan dey c0syy gt daiji. haiis. in e end e daiji suan after a trip t0 beach r0ad. fuck up. all e wae g0 beach r0ad. siians. den went t0 eatt eatt at dere. den after dat mie, randy, shirlene, j0nathan, allan n jerald went backiie t0 h0ugang.
went dere, gtt sh0 mani ppl dere lers. gt mani mani. den puii ben miee he's g0in jail fer 9 yrs c0sy t0o mani cases lia0s. haiis. paikias w0rld ish lidat dex. mie will mish him dex. haas. mish his chubby face sh0 nice t0 pinch. haas. lalala~ mie n shirlene wentt t0 bittee ppl lky i uses t0. mie bitee wei sheng, puii ben n benny n manii. all lky sh0 scare. haas. pr0 h0rs? fun sias. all run awy. hmms. den after dat i went t0 mit miee mummiee at cp den wentt dere eat sakura. *yummy.yummy* hees. den went sh0ppin wif her awhile den went hm lers. n came bl0ggin l0rs.
jus nw gt tink of him n0rhs. haiis. sadd. mish all th0se timees. n0 c0urage bahs. hmms. h0pes can c him s0on. ha0 xiiang ta.
ha0 lers. bl0gg till here lers.
gtg. bue bue. huggies + muackiiess ferr all. =)

tired

2004-06-05T12:02:00.000+08:00

hiyees.
damn tired.

mie ish backiee hm. sh0 tired. hmms. tish m0rning, mie was chi0ngin c0m till 4+ in e aftern0on.
*backachee lers*
s0bs. os0 n0b0dyy cares rites?
haas. hmms. at 1st wanna chi0ng till nites but den my mummie drag mie t0 c0mpany her g0 0ut. *sians* hees. but os0 quite gd lars. c0sy g0in sh0ppin n its kinda of c0ol when buyin things i lurfe.

went t0 tampines 1st.
hab my lunch at swensen n dat's wass greatt!
den went sh0pping.
br0ught 3 tees n 1 jeans + 1 skirt.
c0stt mie mummiee quite al0t. lalala~ hees.

sec0ndly we went t0 pasir ris t0 sh0p again. haas.
br0ught a little twin stars keychain. kawaiinee. mua fav leiis. =) den went hm after dat n here c0mes mua bl0ggin.

haiis. t0dae i tink al0t. i t0t of wanttin t0 tel him mie still waitin ferr him butt mie jus dun hab e c0urage when i'm in e bus. tink 0f e past mem0ries as i was sh0ppin at pasir ris when i once went wif him. xiiangg hui da0 gu0 qu, gt him dex timee n h0ldiin his heartt n caree. haiis. tink al0t. mish him damn l0tts. but wadd can i d0? haiis. jus watchhiin him frm a distance bahs. lurfe him al0ott. waiting ferr 2 mths ++ lers. will he still tink of mie? will him ever tink of mie when pastin all th0se place we once went b4 t0gether. will he l0ok up e sky n saw e stars we once saw? will he mish mie? haiis. tink i'm g0in crazy lers.

tink i jus bl0g till here.
gtg. bueebuees.

x sistaas/br0oss ` mish all of eu. take carees kaes? muackiies.

x serena aiai/sista ` hmms. hw's ish he? ish he 0ut yet? hw's t0dae when u g0 c0urt c him? ish he fine? mish yahs l0ts. take care kaes?

x miee dreammb0oii e one n onlis one i lurfee ` n0es u os0 will nt get t0 read bahs. jus wanna lett u n0es miee will nt change my lurfe fer eu. i will c0ntinue t0 waitt dex. i jus dun hab e c0urage t0 tell eu dat i still cares n lurfe u. haiis. mish th0se times when we will t0gether. passin by all place we went, i tried nt t0 cry n it was a success but my hrtt still breaks int0 pieces even if i didn't cry. i st0p all my tears. will u still tink of mie? d0es y0r hrt still hab mie? haiis. take cares. mish yahs. lurfe yahs.

2004-06-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

hiyees.
jus came hm.

went mall t0dae.
n0t mani ppl dere.
gt allan, shirlene, steven n baba dey all.
awhile later baba dey all went t0 serang0on n h0ugang green.
left mie, allan, serena, steven n zhen y0ng.
mie scare scare steven.
he's sh0 scary + pervert.
he wanna ji0 mie but i wanna av0id him.
sh0 mie, shirlene, allan n zhen y0ng was all running awae frm him.
he's simply t0 scary t0 all of us.
haas. mie ish damn scare 0f him. haiis.
saw eunice at mall. sh0 happie w0rs.
l0ng timee n0 c her lers.
we hugged each other real tight. =) hees.
after dat allan went hm.
mie, shirlene n zhen y0ng went t0 h0ugang green find baba c0sy we dun wanna dia0 at mall n wanna av0id steven. haas.

den after we went h0ugang green. dere damn wu lia0s sh0 we decided t0 g0 serangg0on find baby d0navan dey all.
halfwae dere saw eunice again. sh0 happie.
asked her t0 c0mpany us g0 serangg0on n she g0 wif us. hees.
we hab sh0 mani things t0 sae we hab nt seen each other fer weeks lers.
mish her sh0 muchies.
haas. we ish sista y0ng yuan dex. =)
lalala~

on our wae hm, mie n eunice kp t0kin b0ut e past mem0ries. haiis. xiang qi lai hai sadd sadd nerhs. =x

hmms. end here lers bahs. leavin s0me msg fer frens.

[ eunice ] gt mish mie. haas. t0dae c ya sh0 happie. mus take care kaes? mish yahs. gt time we g0 out again kaes? =) sista ferever.

[ dreamm b0ii/ex star b0i ] haiis. u did nt n0es dat mie ish waitin fer y0r. but will u care if u n0es? haiis. heard a news dat u wanna pengz? haiis. dunn0 ish true mahs. jus h0pes u wun pengz n0rhs. u pengz lers den tink ish time mie will nt get t0 c ya again bahs. tink when i'm ready t0 face u again, i will be backie t0 ave3 t0 c all of u. haiis. h0pes u r happie in y0r life. mish u + lurve eu. take cares kaes?

m00d - sadd + happiee. haiis

2004-06-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

hiyees. mishin him sh0 muchie.
serena came my hse in e m0rning.
she was damn sadd + w0rried fer her la0g0ng aka mark.
haiis.
happened mani things tish few weeks.
mark was kanna l0cked up since fridae n was g0in t0 be kanna charge by amk divisi0n fer hse breakin.

went mall in e aftern0on.
saw allan, j0lin, vincent, pui ben, shirlene, ah b0i, wei sheng, wei l0ng, benny, le0n, drains0n n mani.
sh0 l0ng nv c all 0f em lers.
haiis. mishing my ave 3 mummie t0o. it's been weeks i didn't g0 ave 3 lers. mish my br0s n sis dere.
heard dat r0ger was nt their br0. c0uld'nt believe r0ger d0 dat kind 0f thing.
disapp0inted n sadd.
heard him n hui yun break lers. but sh0 wadd? i tink i will nv get backie his heart as i had nt cherish last time.
but i will still be waiting.
h0pe he ish happie.

tink of him e wh0le dae.

br0ught a pinkee piggy pill0w wif shirlene at mall.
c0st mie $5.
pui ben dey all was usin it t0 plae hide n seek wif mie. fuck up! haas. sh0 sucks.
l0ck e pill0w in e l0cker.
but in e end dey gave mie backie. yappie~

went hm after dat n
w0ndering wadd he ish d0in nw?
erms. endin here.
bl0g till here lers. =x
leaving s0me of mie frens msg here. =)
take care all.
mish yahs.
gtg. byees.

[ serena/sista/aiai ] erms. dun tink t0o muchie lers. he will be backie in safe dex. tink ish either kanna pr0bati0n or fine bahs. dun w0rrie. nth will happen. rmb when he ish out , u mus cherish him kaes? n0es u care b0ut him dex. dun cry or sadd lers ha0 mahs? take care. mish yahs. lurve u.

[ mark ] h0pes u r okays rite nw. mie can c dat serena cares l0t b0ut u sh0 mus trit her gd gd when u cum out kaes? tink she will cherish u tish time.

[ amk divisi0n ] y0u sucks! haas.

[ ah b0i ] sh0 l0ng nv c ya lia0s. sh0 happie t0 c ya t0dae. m0re yan da0 lers h0rs? haas. hmms. take gd care 0f kayslyn kaes? take care. =)

[ all my br0 n sista ] mish all of ya. mus os0 mish mie kaes? take care all.

[ him ] haiis. mus be happie in y0r life. if u realis lurve her den be lky mie.. waitin fer s0meone which u lurve. sh0 can try waiting fer her. hees. mie h0pes u happie n0rhs. take care. mish yahs + lurve yahs.

[ frens hu viewin tish bl0g ] help mie tag kaes? tyty.

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tired

m00d - sadd + happiee. haiis

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